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2009-08-30T19:03:00.001+08:00

http://www.bestgore.com/road-accidents/vietnam-police-officer-cut-in-half-after-bad-accident-extremely-graphic-video/

now this is something you should see before meals..dont say i never warn you :P

2009-05-26T19:04:00.001+08:00

ting gave me this link..see this for a good laugh haha
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G7oGx2dImE8&eurl=http%3A%2F%2Fwww%2Evanillasweets%2Eblogspot%2Ecom%2F&feature=player_embedded

1 june weapon phase starts..3 months from now 3SG! that means more pay :P

2009-02-02T20:29:00.002+08:00

now in my 2nd last week in BSLC..time just fly past..2 months almost over just like this..probably because the scedule everyday is quite pack thats why no time to let you mind wonder elsewhere..whenever you hear the word break , it means nap..nothing else. So whats it feels like being the first SCT batch in Sispec? its nonsense..you hear stuff like ' you are the future commanders but you are still behaving like recruits , give you new rank so you wont feel inferior to those in OCS but you still act like recruits' bla bla bla

and so they expect us to know what to do , when to do , and how to do everything. ask them and get a nice session of colourful words then ask you go back and think what should be done then tell them lol..but other then that the people in there are friendly and cooperative.

one thing i realise..being in army doesn;t give you alot of free time outside..alot is expected from your weekend..like eating shopping sleeping playing buying army items..all those cant be squeezed in 1 weekend..just fired my matador last friday..best part is i forgot to wear my ear plugs when i fire off..i practically got stunned for few seconds and my ears still have this loud 'eeeeee' sound.

new year is over! just like that..i didn't even eat one slice of ba kwa! go in camp this idiot from my section spread his beloved virus to me and i got high fever this whole weekend till now..how pathetic can that be..one weekend wasted just like this..what i eat last 3 days? ----> 6 pieces of plain bread and medicine thats all. my head feels like shit with fever plus migraine. thankfully its going to be over soon

give me your new webpages!

2008-10-18T09:49:00.002+08:00

had my IPPT on monday..here are the results ---> sit ups --- 47
chin ups --- 11
SBJ --- 225cm
shuttle run --- 9.3 sec
2.4 run --- 11min 58 sec (i finally passed!)

after this weekend is my field camp..dont really look forward to doing those dirty jobs and getting yourself dirty especially now its the raining season..hoping for the best and no unwanted nonsense from the nature haha..other then that its quite fun in there seeing all sorts of people around..some jokers some retards some slacker some super enthu..haha i think i am coping well in there except for some little problems like slight knee pain and trying to avoid the smellies lol

2008-10-01T08:39:00.002+08:00

finally able to squeeze some time to write this..currently in my 3rd week of BMT..i look darker i run faster..every morning i wake up now i wonder how many 'motivation exercise' i will get to do things right as a platoon/company..but seeing people stuggling with things like sit up makes me feel i am not suffering that much..the moment i book out has been going here and there..watching movie , eating food i miss , spending time with ting , buying things i need , spending money , catching up on the current news.

So this is how army life feels like..everything is controled , commanded , demmanded , expected..no such thing as give and take. Luckily my section mates are easy to get along with , there is no wierd people in my bunk or 'enthu' ppl..we are the 1st is slacking , resting , bathing , basically all welfare but last when falling in lol. Time pass faster is you have friends to talk crap to in there.

when there is time we should all meet up guys!

2008-09-09T17:29:00.002+08:00

went out with yuan they all last sat..ate at breeks after deciding for 1 hour as usual..i ordered iced strawberry and lemon tea..it was nice to me but not to others lol.. then after that we walk to cine and pose for another hour before watching wall e..sat the second row closest to the screen..first 30 mins of show is so emo..see that robot collect rubbish play with cockoroach..after movie everyone go home left me francis and yihao. so we went eat cheese prata and west coast and did some talking

think its the last time see them and myself with hair haha..who want to be the first to see my pretty head?

2008-09-02T22:47:00.001+08:00

this sat i booking bbq pit..ALL IS WELCOME TO COME..free food for girls!!!

2008-09-01T23:01:00.003+08:00

11 days left..starting to buy required stuff and some extra things for my big camping trip lol..toothbrush toothpaste lock pen phone ziplock powder detergent alarm clock googles hangers pegs..haven even start packing..i think i sure miss out some things i will need or want to bring..realised i dont know a few things..like how to march! like washing cloths ! cmon i am a guy..got excuse not to know all this while :) i still want to shift my com in to my room and lock all my things in my room while i am away if not i will have nonsense like my brother taking my towels and use..taking my socks..for god sick buy your own la..this kind of things is personal not for lending lol

if you ask me what i did for the past 7 months..i can tell you i dont remember at all..what i do know is this..i eat and sleep everyday..like wasting 7 months of my life doing nothing. but if i think back next time i wont regret..will you have a chance to do nothing for 7 months next time with no worries?

2008-08-25T21:01:00.000+08:00

check out this 2 short clips

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MeVRhiwWqCQ&mode=related&search=

http://www.stupidvideos.com/video/animals/Kitty_Thirst/#179044

2008-08-22T19:28:00.002+08:00

Olympics is almost over! trust that everyone knows singapore have a medal in the table tennis TEAM event after donkey years of hoping..but i can tell you in the singles almost no chance at all..how to fight china? no way man

anyway sept 13 is the next big day..why? because i am going to start working for the gov for 2 years..after that i will wait till ting uni over straight aim for 4 babies ^^..new baby bonus must grab LOL...just joking la

anyway if anyone have good investment deal pls tell me..i might want to invest also

2008-08-20T10:14:00.002+08:00

Thinking about the future makes me feel troubled or stress...who doesn't?
Been thinking about what i going to do after army..work or study? if work..work as what? if study..study what? can cope? Come out already 22+..then if study which will be about 3-4 years..26-27 yr old then start working leh. Who will feed me till then? So late then start working then no need think of marriage till at least 30?

This is where i strongly think what i want to do after coming out ----> Bachelor of Science (Hons) in Biomedical Sciences

sounds nice eh..what i will be studying is the cellular and molecular basis of normal and disease systems OR the molecular mechanisms that alter the biochemical functioning of cells and thereby lead to disease

why i end up choosing this? becuase this is where my interest lies at..ask me study business or engineering i rather go work haha

2008-07-16T10:43:00.002+08:00

Gers are still gers part 2!!

Women's keywords and their meaning.
"Fine": This is the word women use at the end of any argument when they feel they are right but need to shut the man up. Men will never be allowed to end a sentence with the word "fine" and just walk away, this word is for the sole use of women in this context. Oh, and by the way, (refer to the definition of "Oh" below), NEVER use "fine" to describe how a woman looks, or in about "five minutes" (see below also), you will hear the word "Fine" followed by silence.

"Five minutes": This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your football game is going to last before you take out the trash, so she feels that it's an even trade.

"Nothing": This means something and you should be on your toes. "Nothing" is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. "Nothing" usually signifies an argument that will last "Five Minutes" and end with the word "Fine".

"Go Ahead" (with raised eyebrows): This is a dare. One that will result in a woman getting upset over "Nothing" and will end with the word "Fine".

"Go Ahead" (with normal eyebrows): This means "I give up" or "do what you want because I don't care". You will get a Raised Eyebrow "Go Ahead" in just a few minutes, followed by "Nothing" and "Fine" and she will talk to you in about "Five Minutes" when she cools off.

A Loud Sigh: This is not actually a word, but is still often a verbal statement very misunderstood by men. A "Loud Sigh" means she thinks you are an idiot at that moment and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over "Nothing".

A Soft Sigh: Again, not a word, but a verbal statement. "Soft Sighs" are one of the few things that some men actually understand. She is content. Your best bet is to not move or breathe and she will stay content.

"Oh": This word followed by any statement is trouble. Example; "Oh, I talked to John about what you two were doing last night". If she says "Oh, by the way" before a statement, run, do not walk, to the nearest exit. When she is done tossing your clothes out the window, she will tell you that she is "Fine" but do not expect her to talk to you for at least 2 days. "Oh" as a question, as in, "Oh??!!" usually signifies that you are caught in a lie. Do not try to lie more to get out of it, or you will get a Raised Eyebrows "Go ahead" followed by acts so unspeakable that I can't bring myself to write about them.

"That's Okay": This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can say to a man. "That's Okay" means that she wants to think long and hard before paying you retribution for what ever it is that you have done. "That's Okay" is often combined with the word "Fine" and accompanied by the Raised Eyebrow "Go Ahead". At some point, probably without warning, in either the near or distant future (time holds no significance here), you are going definitely going to remember this initial moment and regret it. More than likely you will regret it more than once over the duration of your relationship

."Please Do": This is not a statement, it is an offer. A woman is giving you the chance to come up with whatever excuse or reason you have for doing whatever it is that you have done. You have a fair chance to tell the truth, so be careful and you shouldn't get a "That's Okay" scenario.

"Thanks": A woman is thanking you. Do not faint, just say you're welcome.

"Thanks A Lot": This is much different than "Thanks". A woman will say, "Thanks A Lot" when she is really ticked off at you. It signifies that you have hurt her in some callous way, and will be followed by the"Loud Sigh". Be careful not to ask what is wrong after the "Loud Sigh", as she will only tell you "Nothing"....see paragraph one.

2008-07-05T17:02:00.002+08:00

Yesterday's swimming lesson was the most disgusting and who knows most dangerous in my life?

Here comes the story ----> i went swimming with ting at my house nearby the sports complex..all the swimming was normal TILL when we decide to go bath and go eat food. Went locker took my bag and shoes went in toilet choose a cubicle..for some reason i decided to put all my belongings in the cubicle with me this time. When i was bathing halfway i heard that the cubicle beside me also got someone bathing..so didn't bother until i heard funny sounds from the man like ( aaaaaaaaa.....aaaaaaaaa).
I didn;t bother cause i thought he talking on the phone until i heard this ( aaaaaa....aaaaaaaaaaaa...boy). He called me few more times then i ask him what , he said soap so i thought nothing pass him soap from between the small gap. Then less then a min he bang my door ask me take back my soap..i ask him pass me from below but he keep ask me open the door and take. Shit man i knew something was wrong already..so i refuse to open the door keep ask him pass me from below.So he gave up pass me from below..when i took from him i saw him looking at me from that gap..he was a malay man with red eyes and one hand rubbing his *****!
i was like wtf i met a drug addict or pervert?
But it did not end there..he asked soap the second time..i gave him and dry myself and change as softly as i can hoping to get out of the toilet while he still think i am in there. Then he pass me back soap from below and ask me this --> 'boy you finish already?'..of course i said no lol..then i went peep and saw him waering his cloths so i grab my things and go out.
Saw ting outside waiting for me so i knew i am inside for very long..ask her sit down at the bench near life guards to wait for the man come out so i can see him. Guess what? he came out with no bag no towel nothing except himself in cloths. he pretend not to see me but i recognise him by his slippers.

after this incident i am never going to use those quiet parts of toilets to bath or whatever..lucky i did not open the door or who knows i might be molested or rob haha

2008-07-04T22:43:00.013+08:00

my trip in taiwan in pictures..

xi men ting

sun moon lake
shi lin night market
lovers bridge
longest ice cream i ate
sat down ready to eat..1 blow of wind ice cream visited the floor

a jade horse
fishing village
my hotel lobby
one of my hotels
wasabe!

where my glass ants and scorpions come from
a big bush?
an old swallow(the one making your brid nest) area
in this big stone comes your precious stones
mountain water coffee

little hong kong
my cutterfish missy
a common sight..rice plantations
3 balls for $1000 sing anyone?
paper light houses

hand made shoes!

on top of '9 sets'

'9 sets'

tomato farm

smelly tofu

2008-06-21T12:59:00.002+08:00

read some interesting and very true stuff about girls in general ---> Gers Are Still Gers post in some forum

1st senario ---> Actions speaks louder than words, let this thread be the place for all brothers who have to endure all the hysterical and hilarious antics who our loved ones perform on certain occasions to perfection without the slightest hesitation which caused agitation and leads to confrontation and ends without a conclusion.

ME : What do you want to eat??
GF : Anything will do......
ME : Ok, chicken rice then.
GF : But I don't feel like having rice leh....
ME : Ok, mee goreng then.....
GF : Don't want, too oily.....
ME : Fishball noddle soup....
GF : Yeeeee...So plain....
ME : Then what you want???
GF : Anything lor.......

2nd senario ---> Having known the response to the question "What do you want to eat?" I asked this instead.
Me: What do you don't want to eat? Rice or Noodles?
Wife: Er..don't want rice
Me: Ok, so anything with noodles is fine?
Wife: YesMe: Soup or dry?
Wife: Anything
In the end, we still couldn't find out what she really wants.

3rd senario ---> In a hotel room in Batam ....
me: "adek, mau minum?" (want drinks?)
cewek: "tak mau" (don't want)
me: "mau makan?" (want to eat?)
cewek: "wa tak lapa" (I not hungry)
me: "kalau semua pun tak mau, lu mau apa?" (if all don't want, what you want?)
cewek: "sayang, lu kasih wa henfon yang baru lah .... " (honey, you give me a new handphone lah)
NBCB! dont want dont want, end up still want - expensive stuff

4th senario ---> when going shopping with girl,
girl: (holding up two clothes) which one is nice?
boy: the blue one looks nicer
girl: is it? I thought the black one is more classy
boy: I agree, take the black one then
girl: But then, the blue one looks quite nice too
boy: yeah
girl: which one is better ?

if boy answer 'black', girl will say he keeps changing his mind and never shows sincererity and care
if boy answer 'blue', girl will say, " told you that the black one looks more class"But no matter what the boy says, the girl will eventually choose the one she has already decided beforehand. A lot of the times, the girl might even put the two clothes back (after extensive trying) and says not interested anymore. really don't know what she wants.

this is only from 1st page of the forum..still got 130 pages more LOL

2008-06-13T15:11:00.002+08:00

just came back from taiwan..tired but loved the trip or most of it..photos shall be in the next post when i post it lol..anyway without knowing chinese well i sucks in taiwan haha..all the things are in chinese so even ppl explain to me i also dont understand lol

taipei is mini heaven for ladys who love shopping in night markets and eating their local food..they have so many food that will take you few meals to try them all..other places have local beauty products like pearl powder lingzhi and royal jelly..and of course hot spring!

the rest is for those people who like sight seeing natural mountains rivers sea country side bla bla bla

2008-05-31T11:37:00.002+08:00

Did the quiz that yuan did.. http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself: You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love: Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education: Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you: You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success: You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of: You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self: You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

2008-05-12T14:39:00.001+08:00

watch this ----> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1uwOL4rB-go&feature=related
its not porn ^^

2008-05-04T11:39:00.002+08:00

ITS MAY! so at may 12 me and ting officially hit 4 and a half years! this month also graduating from SP lol..what will life be after army? i dont want to proceed so fast..

2008-04-25T23:36:00.002+08:00

I AM FINALLY BACK AGAIN!! ...anyone miss me while i am gone? lol totally no mood to touch internet explorer for the last 2 months..totally not updated to everything happening around me..so update me guys..anyway anybody want to meet up soon one of this days?

btw i am enlisted on 13 sept ---> tekong BMTC sch 1

2008-03-18T20:11:00.002+08:00

OMG i totally forgot i got a blog after so long! what i have been doing? nothing..wanted get a job but dont like office job,sales. So in the end decided to do events whenever there is..not many working days so far though..no money so stay at home eat sleep rot...

what am i going to do after army? study or work? i want to go into R&D in science factor but don think results can make it..but i still got my diploma and NOT so bad gpa..thinking of studyong overseas anybody want to join me? if work what can i work as?

thats a supper brief update till l8ters....

2008-02-02T10:56:00.000+08:00

Alas poly is over..its contridiciting enough to say one side of me wanted poly to end asap while the other side want it to last longer..its always at the end of something or near the end that we realise we want to treasure the time spent together..so with poly over its time to move on..Don stay in the past..you are 19 going 20..by the time you realise its too late then its too late to turn back time

i will miss the times we spend together doing stupid things , skipping lessons , stressing for exams , playing games together , gossiping about ppl , looking at girls! , going out and of course miss you guys! but its not the end yet..there is more of me to come you bitches
lets meet up whenever there is a chance..haha.

2008-01-10T22:45:00.000+08:00

recently the idae of investing hit me..i am thinking about doing some investment during my time in army..but i am still researching on what kind of investment to go for..but first i need money to invest which means i shall work before i get my head shaved!

2007-12-30T22:47:00.000+08:00

today took the car in the morning drove ting for lunch..lol..feels good that the fact of not using public transpot..then went fishing with my family..not prawn fishing but real fishing..caught 2 red guoropa or something like that..both the half the size of my palm..shiok

2007-12-26T21:44:00.000+08:00

YES I DID IT!!!

2007-12-14T19:08:00.000+08:00

i failed my nafa as expected..failed the 2.4 as expected..but what i didn't expect was a bad cramp today when i wake up..haha..almost every part is cramped..this shows how much i exercise :)

holiday is here ans so is the mood for majong and outings..anyone want to go out or play majong please call me lol

2007-12-02T23:06:00.001+08:00

2 more weeks to nafa but my 2.4 is still a sure fail

4 more weeks to driving test and it seems good..hopefully no careless mistakes

4 more weeks to new year..seems too fast..time slow down please

12 more weeks to school end...good but that means either working or army =.=

time flys..time seems more precious as army closes haha

2007-11-18T22:15:00.000+08:00

migraine sucks..why do i keep having it?

mst is tml..as i calculated i only studied 8 hours for 3 modules so far..lets see my grades xD

2007-11-06T21:37:00.000+08:00

i found the following poem or passage somewhere :

It suddenly struck me as fast as sudden as the lightning,

however it lingered in me for a long time,

i avoid it as much as i can,

but i have to face it someday,

to be responsible to myself and people around me,

answers are seeked at this point,

to whom may i pour to,

whose to pity me,

whose to understand me without disgust and sacarcism,

who is to console me

what is needed is decision,

the decided will be firmly followed,

man needs to follow this principle,

ages is needed along with deep thought,

it feels heavy with burden and worries,

confusion beyond mere words to discribe,

mistake will not be tolerated,

for it will only bring sadness and regret,

for at this state i feel like a lost soul,

feeling unknown about what is ahead,

uncertain what the future lies

my heart 4 parts my brain 5,

bad always more then good,

5 different sets of justifications in place,

so confused over which to follow,

temptation is so strong i cant avoid,

the seed planted like in ancient times,

only starting to grow rapidly,

willpower is running low,

whatever refuel is of the opposite side,

i am running a losing race,

how my brain thinks reflects like catacombs,

so many possibilities to ponder,

so many combinations to happen,

treasures lies in some places,

chances to find something good infinite,

that something good appears at the end,

that rewards are waiting in plain sight,

that time is at your mercy,

that you are not ready to be in something now,

no IQ is needed to resist this,

to fall into wonderland,

till the end of your days

what my heart speaks of is in the following,

that truely happiness lies in the simple,

greediness gains nothing,

but loses everything,

that what i have is everything i need,

that i should be contented,

and be grateful to whom who is there for you,

to whom who stand with you,

to whom who don despise you,

that shear effort is put in,

to build a dedication that mortals cant comprehend,

that there is always shelter when needed

the fear of unfruitfulness is great though,

what plays a greater part is inferiority,

the reluctant to express as you want,

for fear of comments and despise,

or hatred and rejection,

for if happened what i see is only my own shell,

even more hardened then before,

even more unwilling to come out

selfishness is involved once its final,

to gain what you want before the end,

because you cant do without it,

such thought is heartless in my own eyes,

if leaked what will become of my reputation,

though its not even pleasent now,

what you are is not people's taste

so great the want,

so is the unwant,

because my words are serious,

but camofloughed in the spirit of joking,

it intensifies even at this moment,

but the percentage of success is unknown,

this is the starting point if its final,

which makes me shrink to more thinking

it just attracts me the so many versions of thinking can be done in this poem..i have bold the words of the beginning of each paragraph because i donno what wrong with the spacing i wanted..there is no title to this poem too..enjoy and and think deep..haha

2007-11-05T22:13:00.000+08:00

e learning week ended..cant recall how the time pass and what i did except for some small stuff..1 week gone like that..starting from this week time is going to fly even faster..3 weeks more MST then 2 week break then 3 weeks of school and final exams.

i am on my second book now..something like davinci code with all those details about history and secret brotherhood ancient organizations that still exist and stuff like that interest me..so much content squeeze in a books isn;t enough..i need more

today went for driving lesson..engine died more then 10 times because my shoe is lose..cant feel the pedal much..but it was fun looking at ppl mount kerb and do all the funny stuff in the circuit..haha..

2007-10-29T22:08:00.000+08:00

love me tender love me sweet ,

but touch me not ,

for you will incur the fury of the beast ,

sadness of the rejects ,

disappointment of mothers ,

heartbroken-ness of lovers

love me tender love me sweet ,

but touch me not ,

it takes great patience to get me ,

great sacrifice to touch me ,

great understanding to love me ,

great strength to hold me

love me tender love me sweet ,

but touch me not ,

the little wrongs changes security,

little mistakes may hurt ,

little dis-selfcontrol gains distrust ,

little unwanted comments gain disgust ,

when those littles become big ,

it gains hate

love me tender love me sweet ,

but touch me not ,

patience is running low ,

what happens after that is unknown ,

every stepping stone changes things ,

you gain momentum once you start ,

and lose interest once you stop ,

motivation comes in small amounts ,

tiredness comes in every now and then ,

energy come late after tiredness ,

when you have excess you neglect ,

when you have little you treasure

love me tender love me sweet ,

but touch me not ,

much is spoken ,

actions need to be taken someday ,

who will enforce it?

only god knows

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2007-10-27T23:12:00.000+08:00

zzz it took me some discomfort and weight lost to realise what is 'dont put words into my mouth'..it all started when i have fever and i said once i fall sick everything will come..and it did =.=..next came sorethroat and diaorreahe 2 days later along with migraine and today came stomach flu..my ass suffered as well as my head

having bad sleep along with your brain eating up more energy then usual sucks

2007-10-22T21:16:00.000+08:00

today was a busy day..lesson ended at 11.30..went to eat kfc then dicussed on my CSW till almost 3..went town later with francis yihao and yuan to look for flavoured covers and found some..bought some and went for driving

i am pissed with that auto car instuctor throughout the whole session..he keep saying i already at stage 3 i should know what to do..i was just tired from the day activities so was dreaming a little..then started to rain so have to strain my eyes and be extra alert ...and this old damn women act cute stand at the middle of the road look in the bag and suddenly dash across the road..braked late but she was safe..still instructor nag at me the whole time..

talk about magic the gathering card game suddenly today..feel like palying a little..who wants to play!!!? tired

2007-10-20T23:29:00.000+08:00

today went vivo with ting to watch movie and shop..watched superbad..funny ass show with alot pictures of the comic form of our little bros LOL..walked around and went in timberland to look at shirts..spoted one red checkered shirt and loved it , so went crazy and mad and buy it. Then next stop ripcurl..cant find any nice jeans but ting found a skirt so she buy it..then next stop converse..saw a leather like texture black shoe and loved it , went crazy and mad and buy it..next stop home..total dmg for today ---> $290...end of story

2007-10-18T22:22:00.000+08:00

what will you be like when you are really angry and not pissed? scream like a mad man or use violence to vent your anger? both of the 2 ways are common among ppl...but not keeping quiet or silent throughout. To me i feel that those who keep quiet while they are angry will use their eyes to show their feelings..eyes are powerful weapons..they can show your emotions and a good cold hard stare can make ppl melt inside xD

i burnt my skin at my lower back because i paste salonpus everynight =.=

2007-10-15T22:51:00.000+08:00

those who can have good sleep should treasure it..sleeping on time and having enough sleep is one of the major factor in health problems eg. kidneys need to rest at 11 at night everyday..sleeping late means over working them which is bad..simpler stuff is like pimples and dandruff may start from not enough sleep

sad enough thats what i don enjoy for a long time..everynight its a routine to wake up few times to shift my position to reduce the aching of my back..which means no deep sleep..anyone have good massage for me? o.0

2007-10-14T00:23:00.000+08:00

i realised that i am more of a negative person in terms of thinking lol..an eg. of what kind of things i think of when i am bored or fearful of things : if one day a person acting as a sales person come to my doorstep and take out a gun and shoot me in the stomach.. i will reach for my phone if possible and leave a msg to the ppl i love around me and tell my parents what to do with my belongings.. if i cant get my phone i will use my blood to write ' i love you mum , dad , bro (gf or wife if i have)'

thats roughly what i think of sometimes..i actually imagine senarios of how i might die and plan what to do lol

2007-10-11T19:36:00.000+08:00

went for running in the morning today..first time ever i will do such a thing alone..but it was good..feel more energetic throughout the whole day

was thinking about this the other day : woman nowadays want to be equal with men..they can do it in terms of financial and status but no matter what all woman need love in the end..if not they will feel lonely and meaningless achieving so much for ghosts around her..thats woman weakness - need love. Men have weakness(es)..even the most well behaved guys will fall for beauty money power..all of equal weakness to men in general..so does it mean a man and a woman coming together can solve the above?

after living 18 years of my life..i decided not to tolerate so much shit..so i will flare when there is sparks

2007-10-09T17:37:00.000+08:00

backed to the driving mood..went for a couple of lessons so far cuase test is at dec..i was learning parallel parking and slope on monday..the clasic part is when i was learning parallel parking esther called me and i picked up the phone..she asked me where can she find ting..one hand on phone one hand on driving wheel reversing..instuctor was stunned xD..but in the end i still band down a pole cause turning the whell fast with one hand not easy

i must pass my nafa no matter what so i can plan on my holidays next year without fear of going in early lol..someone run with me 3 times a week pls

2007-10-01T21:02:00.000+08:00

after trying a few different kinds of lifestyle i realise one thing..staying at home most of the time with proper meals saves you alot of unneccessary spending..unseen money is always spend once you step out of the house somehow..knowing or unknowingly..its when we are low in cash that we want to do the most things..lol

my wishlist : wallet , pants , jeans , shirt , t-shirt , converse shoe , chocolates , portable
hard disk , crystal jade meal , books , laptop , no more back aches , passing my
nafa , eating stuff i don eat last time , money!

2007-09-27T22:31:00.000+08:00

went with ting to skin centre today after school..we thought it was at outram park..so went there look around and found out it was at novena..so we headed there..halfway started raining like the sky's bladder is full..reached there and was told only can see doctor if have appointment..so went back and walked at jurong point awhile and went home..

this week is gd so far..nv skipped lessons..but i canceled all my driving lessons xD..someone motivate me to get my license..

2007-09-24T20:14:00.000+08:00

today is the first day of school..everything is as usual except that the feeling is different,cuase this is the last sem..its always when you are about to leave the school that you feel a little too late to cherish those time you had while in it..after graduation means army for guys..go in and come out 2 years later more like a man..

went to cut hair with yi hao today..booked an appointment for myself and him..its always relaxing talking to him about anything..i need more movies and shows ppl..give me more titles =.=

2007-09-19T22:32:00.000+08:00

from the time i reached home till now..i have nv rested my mind and body..until 5 mins ago i was sitting down listening to what my father is saying along with the whole family..what he said wasn't exactly what i am prepared for

he said he was in high stress because of his work because he cant cope with his principles demands as well as his direct boss..they are asking him to sell products that is not really on demand or sellable for a long time..so the last straw was today , his boss asked all the principles to call him one by one to pressure him..so after all the crap..he said tml is the day he will decide to leave or not to leave

so if he happens to leave means everything will returns to what we are 5 years ago..just enough to get by..and no more holiday when i graduate..i am really not ready for that..not that i am used to having alot money to spend these 5 years or i can have money whenever i am short of..its just that i have been not quite right recently thinking mostly negatively and here comes another one...tml is the day or soon to come

2007-09-18T22:55:00.000+08:00

every holiday even when staying at home most of the time or go school i will spend even more money then normal school days...why? i cant understand the logic

anyway already know what present to get for ting for our 4th anniversary..been eyeing that thing for a long time..food is going to be a little hard..we have tried so many places and i only want places with good food..i left 3 weeks to save that money for the present though..

2007-09-18T20:30:00.000+08:00

This is my horoscope for this month:

You are riding a rocket to the stars, Leo, but the galaxy that you seek is on the inside. You are making a fresh start in material and financial concerns this month, perhaps more by way of adjustments to your values than your pocket book. Relationships with intimate partners are electric for you right now, and may serve to jolt you out of your safe and secure orbit into something resembling freedom. The new life you find may not always seem comfortable but it will always feel clean. It can truly be said of you these days that "all that glitters is not gold," unless you count the gold of rekindled awareness that shines from deep within. As the month begins, with the Last Quarter Moon from the previous cycle on Monday, September 3rd, you are set for climactic new awareness. Something is bursting forth from you at this time, ready or not, and the formulating life changes that come along with it are better when attended to than ignored. You are on a path of action that takes previous limitations into account in a very different way, and your heart sings with the seething emotion, if you let it. An entirely optimistic feeling of breakthrough is possible, or you also might hold back from allowing everything to hang out there.

Is it real? is it true? some parts i don get it..haha

2007-09-13T22:15:00.000+08:00

i went to get the results on my MRI scan taken months ago this monday..firstly the doctor showed me the pictures of my spin and said one of the joint at my lower back is 'old' (forgot the word he used)...which means both disc at the joint touches each other more then they should which causes the ache or pain..in between the disc is a sac that seperates them..if i have a bad fall thats it? anyway i got to do lots of excercise to improve my spine and back strengthening excercises..i am still young but faced with middle aged problems..haiz

2007-09-11T22:38:00.000+08:00

i created a new blog yesterday to write things in that which is not meant for anyone to see becuase password can be created for every post..still learning how to use it , so don ask me for the website

tml getting my results..a little nervous becuase i might fail digital communications which means have to repeat the module...will i ?

went running today..i only able to run 3 rounds then gone case =.= ...and still i took 9 mins to complete that 3 rounds..did 5 pull ups which still means grade E...so its either i buck up or go in 2 months earlier

2007-09-10T00:47:00.001+08:00

this month is quite a stupid month..i rather have normal school then holiday which is used to chiong fypp...so far nth solid is out yet which is the scary part..i don want to retain one year but at the same time when get stuck with problems feel like calling it a day..haha

cranberries are nice but blueberries are even nicer...chocolates are nice but dark chocolate is the healthiest...if you nv try b4 go and try it..there will be no regrets..

i am a guy whose thinking is different from others in many ways..i think stuff which ppl don and like stuff which ppl avoid..i am also lazy to the core..i am very picky in the things i have which takes me years to buy simple things like a wallet

2007-08-24T00:24:00.000+08:00

the semester exams is over!!! feel great able to pass all just studying a day b4 the paper..lol..this term break is going to be busy with work outs and games and going out and fyp??? haha..just cut my hair today and it turned out like funny..decides to try out a new wax as always which cost me 32 bucks =.=

anybody who is free this coming month in for chalet?i may book one if there is enough ppl..haha

2007-07-25T23:47:00.000+08:00

well mst is over..i didn't fail anything neither did i do well in anything..simply because i was lazy to focus much..in 2 weeks time exams again..poly time pass too fast already..is 3rd year in poly like this? --->lazy to go class..skip school more then b4..haha

ting bday is over and mine is coming..think this year is rather simple..just a dinner and a present..hope ting like it still ^^..for me even simpler..just a dinner will do..haha..but who going give me present? o.0

2007-07-06T23:50:00.000+08:00

went gym on wed...no cramps till thursday morning..so i thought i am getting use to those workouts..then went shopping after school...felt fine only that i am tired...THEN today comes..morning wake up..cant even stretch to take off my shirts..chest and my back muscle like shrink too much..lol..took 30 sec to take off my shirt to change and go out..walk also can feel the cramp..i am weak still =.=...training starts now ^^

2007-07-05T21:37:00.000+08:00

ytd went gym after a long break..only could run that little and do lesser...then body start to ache this morning and feel tired..but still went shopping for my queen's bday present

i don know what to get..something sweet or practical? walk around for awhile and decide something practical would be better..so i bought *********..hopefully the right size and hopefully ting don read it b4 next thurs =.=

2007-07-02T22:07:00.000+08:00

finally packed the room today with the help of ting...things have been all over the place for a week..inside cardboard cloths anyhow throw...display shelf things all on floor..did everthing today...ok 7 hours? haha..now its nice and clean..

first day of school only skip 3 lesssons..haha..youth day you know , cant blame me at all

been thinking of this for a long time ---> if normal ppl tell their wishes to their friends or family in normal situations..it is hardly fufiled...but a dying man/woman wishes is always listened to carefully and fufiled most of the time...y? only dying ppl get wishes granted? haha

2007-07-01T22:50:00.000+08:00

ok...recently been starting to do small in-house workouts...but i need to start on other exercise besides those le...got yihao to seim with me everyweek...who want to run with me too?

watch transformers twice...still find it nice..haha..tml scholl start le...but still want to play till b4 exam again..anyway august i planning chalet who want to go???

2007-06-30T00:06:00.000+08:00

watched transformers today at lido...it was quite unexpected that the show will turn out to be quite a nice show..the fighting scene is long and good..the ending is nice and slow unlike other movies bring you to climax then end le...some nice humors in btwn..who want to watch with me again ? O.0

saw this hook at ripcurl today also..everyone say i waste money if i get it cause its useless...but i like it at first sight..haha..in the end still go back and buy it..no regrets at all...it has a meaning to it too ^^

2007-06-28T15:42:00.000+08:00

the new room is done...and so it means i have my own room too..tried to sleep in a different dirrection from last time but it was bad...the sun will shine into my pretty face every morning in that position..lol..sure wake up early everyday

last paper to go..this mst really nv study hard at all..just glance through everything only..will i do badly? or my geniusness will make me pass? O.0

i need ideas on what to display in my new room anyone?

2007-06-19T10:50:00.000+08:00

MST is coming in a weeks time...but i just started studying today..can i make it?? for the pass week no good sleep at all..back aches is one thing..the other thing is more irritating..my gay brother conference on the phone on loudspeaker till 3am in the morning WITH GUYS..cant wait for him to get out of the room and give me some peace

game -----> for the pass week not training much..trying to get my zak helm a few times but either fail or let noobs take first..waste alot of my money..so did some trading for few days and earn back half of what i lost..became a scroll supplier for a pro trader..earning good money from him as well

after mst got no plans yet but trying to save money recently..no movement so far..alot of expense but not much income..LOL

2007-06-07T21:08:00.000+08:00

after a long absence i am back! anyone miss me?

recently its either being lazy or tired or not well...brought my mood to do anything down..no mood for going out play bla bla bla..anyone can help me get back those mood?i will treat you a gd meal in return ^^...lol

now my balcony is turned to a nice garden like place...all wood structures with a water feature..quite nice..and a new is coming up in 2 weeks time..finally my brother is seperated from me..who want come my house slp? ^^

btw tell me if you want any movies...i am doing piracy at home..burning and dling movies...place your orders now while disc last~

2007-06-06T23:37:00.000+08:00

...............thats ting........
DRESS!

.....................crapped face...................

...........the chocolate fountain........

....................the dishes.................

................chocolate shooters........

nv update for long time...lol...this is a few pics of me and ting 3 and a half year photos

2007-04-25T22:28:00.000+08:00

In 8 days i bought a bag a shoe a shirt a desktop a monitor a game a speaker..guess total price????? guess correct free hardrock dinner for you

tired recently...no mood for most of the things around me..lost the mood to driving..lost the mood to go school even this is the last year..lost the mood to see girls o.0..lost the mood to travel far for a movie or shopping..lost the mood to go down and buy food even when i am hungry..lost the mood for games..i am lazy?haha

i want the following movies..if anyone have them pls lend me thanks ------------>
waist deep...a good year...the marine...lakehouse...black dawn...match point...converstaions with other woman...i don't want to sleep alone..seducing mr perfect..the last king of scotland..notes on a scandal...perfume...babel..letters of iwo jima...lets talk aout sex...second in command...how much do you love me...deathnote(1,2)...spiderman(1,2)

2007-04-18T20:44:00.000+08:00

time pass too fast for 3 days...slow down please...3rd year should pass slowly and nicely..not fast and furious..lol..anyway i will be organising a chalet at sentosa either near end of may or in june..anyone is invited..if anyone got any voucher or discount for any chalet or hotel in sentosa please let me know thanks

2007-04-15T19:55:00.000+08:00

school starts tml..good because no more attachment...bad because no break in btwn..with the starting of school i bought a oversized bag for myself to celebrate xD...
the price is cheap -------->$17.90

sat went to queensway to look at specs...wanted to make one but no nice choices..in the end ting got a pair of specs and contact lens and a free pair of contact lens...

then today went to francis house in the morning to put psp games in my psp...first thing that greet me at his door is a untrain puppy which bite my toes...lol..but it looks nice when young...grow big le not nice..haha.. i finally saw shoes that i like! after so long! going to get it soon!

2007-04-09T21:30:00.000+08:00

no work today...went hospital for x-ray and see back speacialist...
result-------> from x-ray lumbar spine looks well..but doctor ask me go for another scan (MRI) and back therapy because he thinks i have some problem...MRI scan takes at least 1 hour and cost at least $200..hopefully no nonsense comes out of it..i am still young...lol...as for back therapy..i donno how many times i need to go
price------>$65 for consultation

recently been busy thinking about my new desktop...i want the best..i want a desk..i want speakers...i want printer..i want scanner..i want games..i want big flat screen..i want cheap..

2007-04-05T22:02:00.000+08:00

no early release from itp because supervisor is pissed at work today...unfair?

i see the coming weekend as a day...time pass too fast recently...weekends are like half a day...longer weekends are like a day...hardly anytime with ting during itp..working sucks for me now...to work under someone stinks too...so study hard to be a boss or quit school to be a boss?

school starting in a week...wonder how is it going to be like...is the last year of poly going to be fast? normal? or extreme fast? hopefully it pass by slower...more time with ting of course...but will it be too much?hopefuully its just nice...i see working life in a few years time...not ready for it at all...maybe after army my thinking will change?if it change how will be be like?gay or mature?

it seems to me that ppl at this age like to be involve or talk about 'love' more or less...but what do we really know about it?at this age...we have not come to a stage where we can really say its love that you feel but more to infectuation...if you claim you love someone...say out what he/she likes hates dislikes favourite food habits without a pause to even think of it...that can at least prove something

ask yourself : how to see if you are too emotional? too serious? too commited?over react?

2007-04-02T20:33:00.000+08:00

this looks interesting...what can you relate it to?

i want to squeeze myself like this and look hopeless in a toilet bowl

i want to smile like this and get slapped hard till i look like the other one

i want to be kissed like this...but by a baboon

2007-03-31T22:41:00.000+08:00

tired is what i can say for today...working has drained all my energy to shop and walk around for one day...went out with ting today..watch movie went to the body shop warehouse sale went skin food then no more strength to do things...so go home

the end

2007-03-29T22:42:00.000+08:00

3rd august is the earliest driving test date when i book just now...full of nonsense..need wait 5 months to sit for a test???

nose bleed yesterday....60 - 65 full drops of crimson blood dripped out from my right nostril...there is this cooling sensation during the process..no pain no fear..just sensation...walked to the toilet with tissue papers on my hand..but my hand is still covered in red..then after awhile head start to feel giddy..dripped some drops on the toilet floor..later supervisor saw it when he wet toilet and ask me go see doctor
doctor : one of your nose vessel was broken...if you nose bleed too often you can go hospital to burn the vessel to stop nose bleeding..1 day mc just like that

time table came out...no lessons on friday...long weekend everyweek xD..hopefully got more time to rest play date shop grow eat

Qns : is 18 years old around the right age to start dating or think about it? why some ppl seems to suffer so much from relationships? wrong person?

2007-03-27T19:04:00.000+08:00

after much boredom in singapore for 18 year + i am planning to go on a holiday after sem 1 exams with my gf and some friends maybe...anyone have any good nice cheap suggestions?
if have any lobang do let me know so i can save some money for others things during the trip =.= ...if anyone wants to go as a group can let me know too

3 more weeks to end of attachment...time pass quite fast actually...but 3 weeks is still a long time for me...6 weeks of mixed vegetable rice for lunch is enough to freak me off when i see it somemore in the coming weeks..i am suppose to do a CATALOGE for the company now for the remaining time...cataloge means a list of all the products the company have with front back top view of all the products along with the specs and code number and materials used and what standards it have and the breakdown of the layers in the cables...how in the world i can find all those out when my company does only trading??? my boss's brain needs some common sense drilled in

HOW COME I DON SEEMS TO BE GAINING WEIGHT AFTER WORKING FOR 6 WEEKS? i suppose to but somehow i don...eat sleep work is all i do only...lol

2007-03-23T23:48:00.000+08:00

took my second practical lesson today..driving is not that difficult as i thought..just that manual cars sucks becuase of the clutch pedal..everyday every single slot is full...wonder is so many ppl learning driving all the time??? if one person pay $48..there got at least 100 cars..so each session they collect $4800 x 8 sessions daily ---------->$38400 A DAY!!!

anyway today seems the happiest day of my attachment..at the same time more things to do soon...my boss and stupid supervisor flying overseas for a month...so no more seeing them...relax and relax pls some work..HAPPY...this whole week almost everyday do sample box for boss to show customer in US..lol...stressful project , everything has to be perfect..abit not nice change whole set and redo...
worst part ------------->i melt plastic and foam with whote smoke coming out , then breath it in (due to lousy aircon)...brain damage soon????

one more thing...anyone can help me hatch brineshrimps everyday starting one week later from tml for 1 month?i need them for my baby fishes to come...lol...hopefully its a success

2007-03-14T20:05:00.000+08:00

i took 3 times to pass basic theory test 6 time to pass evaluation..all because i don bother to study much everytime...so for the next advanced thoery test i am ging to do it once and for all...no more failing for me
AIM -------> pass driving test by june or july

last sat watch 300 with ting...lol it was a nice show...i love the tactics they use to fight and the skill they have with only a spear and a shield...and its the way they are in real life too...the graphics and all was good too..the shield is so big that one person can totally hide behind the shield itself...lol...then wanted go take a look at the IT show but was so damn crowded that even the bridge linking to convention hall is jammed...so in the end went espanade to eat and walk walk..
then sunday went to queue for donuts at donut factory...lol...went to start queueing at 10.30 in the morning...was the second one in the queue..haha...watched jack ass 2 while waiting , wtf i saw stupid ppl doing stupid things... for eg. a guy drinking horse sperm fresh from the horse
me and my friends buy 72 donuts altogether...ppl behind making so much noise..haha

work is boring as usual...giving me nonsense projects to do..just looking forward to the weekends where i can go out with ting and friends...majong is becoming one of the pass time for me...looking forward to school start...school life is much more fun then working

beyond boredom

2007-03-07T11:40:00.000+08:00

everyday monday to friday from 9am to 6pm i will be in a 4 room size office with 6 desk but not for me to sit , i will sit on a chair outside the office in the store to do things or rot and die...there is nothing i can do here buy msg ppl and read newspaper( which i read all papers from jan till now already) msg too much the bill slaps back at me....cant use com cant sleep cant walk around cant be found slacking cant be found eating things

anyway 2 days ago my gf friend helped me buy donuts from donut factory...lol...i ate 9 donuts at one go...quite nice leh...so this sunday i am going to queue to get some...this few days everyday go to alexandra village for lunch alone..even if i am alone i feel happy because i no nd to suffer drinking and eating with 'extra' ingredients in it...i once found cockroach leg in my vege =.=

the coming movie '300' is going to be a must watch for all...i read up on the history of spartans...a very interesting greek civilisation...the show is based on the Battle of Thermopyla where the persian empire send a meesenger to spartan to tell them to obey the persian king or be destroyed as he believes he is the king of the world. Majority of the spartans obeyed except a general who remains loyal to his country...so with 300 soldiers the story continues.......

just for info

2007-03-02T21:07:00.000+08:00

i found some interesting facts while reading the newspapers over the last few days...here is what i found :

5 wierd websites to visit when you are bored -----> www.ratemycow.com ..... www.uncyclopedia.org .... www.zombo.com ... www.findagrave.com

Man's sweat makes woman sexually aroused

Reasearchers at the University of California at Berkeley found that woman who sniffed a chemical in male sweat were sexually aroused and experienced an improved mood. The study focused on androstadienone, a derivative of testosterone that is found in male sweat and other body secretions. Previous research shows that a whiff of it affected women's mood, sexual and physiological arousal and brain activation.

Experiment done : 48 female sniffed androstadienone from a jar, cortisol ( secreted by the body to help maintain proper arousal and sense of well-being, respond to stress and other functions )
levels in the women shot up within 15 mins and stayed elevated for an hour. the women also reported improved mood, higher sexual arousal, and had increased blood pressure, heart rate and breathing.

advice from me : do not taht a towe full of men's sweat and smell it or wipe your face with it...looking at fat man sweat will not make you aroused =)

One more artical will be posted another time.....have fun

francis

2007-02-27T20:03:00.000+08:00

sometimes it really helps to talk to someone who have experience in things that you don have...at least you have some advice or warning before you go and do it right? isn't it better?
i am always there if anyone need me to advice or talk to...at least i have seen things or gone through them before..but i doubt anyone will come to me =.=

background info (boss mom works for boss in the office in accounts)
anyway read this -----> boss said: " This is how i run the company since day 1.. I do not need you to tell me how to do things or take your own creative mind and do things the new way...if you want to do so then get out of the office now!!!" this is what my boss shouted to you guess who?..........his mum

sian

2007-02-25T20:40:00.000+08:00

tml need to start work liao..after one week of break no mood at all to go work...7 more weeks to endure in a small and useless office with useless people and a fierce boss..

haha..this one week break also like pass too fast..never really enjoy much relax much sleep much..most of the time with friends only

all along i didn't really think guys can be so hard up about a relationship that they cling on to little hope hopes and meaningless signs to carry on believing that there is a chance to get back together...thats normally what girls will think in this situation..when girls are feeling down they tend to seek accompany with might make them think that they like the other party..lol

if anyone got discounts or vouchers for topshop and crumbler pls let me know :)

cny

2007-02-22T16:21:00.000+08:00

Every cny = tons of qns from aunties and uncles and grannies.... 'have gf already?' 'why still so skinny?' 'where are you studying now?'

this new year i went shangari la to eat dim sum twice...almost everything is prawn and prawn and prawn..cant they come out with something new ? always see those act cute aunties with thick make up and funny revealing dresses 3 inches high heels cat walking around trying to help make ppl no appetite to eat food at this kind if places...i wonder how their husband can take those ppl..the only thing nice about these places is good service , other then that is normal

went to yuan house to play majong but got raped in the master-bed room by his teddy bear and wilson of 40 bucks...that is like a third of my red packet money not including my parents one..sian

but the only thing nice about this new year is that i got 1 WEEK OF BREAK from work...muahahah