Time:10:08 pm
Date:29 Oct 2007
Title:
love me tender love me sweet ,
but touch me not ,
for you will incur the fury of the beast ,
sadness of the rejects ,
disappointment of mothers ,
heartbroken-ness of lovers
love me tender love me sweet ,
but touch me not ,
it takes great patience to get me ,
great sacrifice to touch me ,
great understanding to love me ,
great strength to hold me
love me tender love me sweet ,
but touch me not ,
the little wrongs changes security,
little mistakes may hurt ,
little dis-selfcontrol gains distrust ,
little unwanted comments gain disgust ,
when those littles become big ,
it gains hate
love me tender love me sweet ,
but touch me not ,
patience is running low ,
what happens after that is unknown ,
every stepping stone changes things ,
you gain momentum once you start ,
and lose interest once you stop ,
motivation comes in small amounts ,
tiredness comes in every now and then ,
energy come late after tiredness ,
when you have excess you neglect ,
when you have little you treasure
love me tender love me sweet ,
but touch me not ,
much is spoken ,
actions need to be taken someday ,
who will enforce it?
only god knows
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Time:11:12 pm
Date:27 Oct 2007
Title:
zzz it took me some discomfort and weight lost to realise what is 'dont put words into my mouth'..it all started when i have fever and i said once i fall sick everything will come..and it did =.=..next came sorethroat and diaorreahe 2 days later along with migraine and today came stomach flu..my ass suffered as well as my head
having bad sleep along with your brain eating up more energy then usual sucks
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Time:9:16 pm
Date:22 Oct 2007
Title:
today was a busy day..lesson ended at 11.30..went to eat kfc then dicussed on my CSW till almost 3..went town later with francis yihao and yuan to look for flavoured covers and found some..bought some and went for driving
i am pissed with that auto car instuctor throughout the whole session..he keep saying i already at stage 3 i should know what to do..i was just tired from the day activities so was dreaming a little..then started to rain so have to strain my eyes and be extra alert ...and this old damn women act cute stand at the middle of the road look in the bag and suddenly dash across the road..braked late but she was safe..still instructor nag at me the whole time..
talk about magic the gathering card game suddenly today..feel like palying a little..who wants to play!!!? tired
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Time:11:29 pm
Date:20 Oct 2007
Title:
today went vivo with ting to watch movie and shop..watched superbad..funny ass show with alot pictures of the comic form of our little bros LOL..walked around and went in timberland to look at shirts..spoted one red checkered shirt and loved it , so went crazy and mad and buy it. Then next stop ripcurl..cant find any nice jeans but ting found a skirt so she buy it..then next stop converse..saw a leather like texture black shoe and loved it , went crazy and mad and buy it..next stop home..total dmg for today ---> $290...end of story
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Time:10:22 pm
Date:18 Oct 2007
Title:
what will you be like when you are really angry and not pissed? scream like a mad man or use violence to vent your anger? both of the 2 ways are common among ppl...but not keeping quiet or silent throughout. To me i feel that those who keep quiet while they are angry will use their eyes to show their feelings..eyes are powerful weapons..they can show your emotions and a good cold hard stare can make ppl melt inside xD
i burnt my skin at my lower back because i paste salonpus everynight =.=
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Time:10:51 pm
Date:15 Oct 2007
Title:
those who can have good sleep should treasure it..sleeping on time and having enough sleep is one of the major factor in health problems eg. kidneys need to rest at 11 at night everyday..sleeping late means over working them which is bad..simpler stuff is like pimples and dandruff may start from not enough sleep
sad enough thats what i don enjoy for a long time..everynight its a routine to wake up few times to shift my position to reduce the aching of my back..which means no deep sleep..anyone have good massage for me? o.0
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Time:12:23 am
Date:14 Oct 2007
Title:
i realised that i am more of a negative person in terms of thinking lol..an eg. of what kind of things i think of when i am bored or fearful of things : if one day a person acting as a sales person come to my doorstep and take out a gun and shoot me in the stomach.. i will reach for my phone if possible and leave a msg to the ppl i love around me and tell my parents what to do with my belongings.. if i cant get my phone i will use my blood to write ' i love you mum , dad , bro (gf or wife if i have)'
thats roughly what i think of sometimes..i actually imagine senarios of how i might die and plan what to do lol
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Time:7:36 pm
Date:11 Oct 2007
Title:
went for running in the morning today..first time ever i will do such a thing alone..but it was good..feel more energetic throughout the whole day
was thinking about this the other day : woman nowadays want to be equal with men..they can do it in terms of financial and status but no matter what all woman need love in the end..if not they will feel lonely and meaningless achieving so much for ghosts around her..thats woman weakness - need love. Men have weakness(es)..even the most well behaved guys will fall for beauty money power..all of equal weakness to men in general..so does it mean a man and a woman coming together can solve the above?
after living 18 years of my life..i decided not to tolerate so much shit..so i will flare when there is sparks
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Time:5:37 pm
Date:9 Oct 2007
Title:
backed to the driving mood..went for a couple of lessons so far cuase test is at dec..i was learning parallel parking and slope on monday..the clasic part is when i was learning parallel parking esther called me and i picked up the phone..she asked me where can she find ting..one hand on phone one hand on driving wheel reversing..instuctor was stunned xD..but in the end i still band down a pole cause turning the whell fast with one hand not easy
i must pass my nafa no matter what so i can plan on my holidays next year without fear of going in early lol..someone run with me 3 times a week pls
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Time:9:02 pm
Date:1 Oct 2007
Title:
after trying a few different kinds of lifestyle i realise one thing..staying at home most of the time with proper meals saves you alot of unneccessary spending..unseen money is always spend once you step out of the house somehow..knowing or unknowingly..its when we are low in cash that we want to do the most things..lol
my wishlist : wallet , pants , jeans , shirt , t-shirt , converse shoe , chocolates , portable
hard disk , crystal jade meal , books , laptop , no more back aches , passing my
nafa , eating stuff i don eat last time , money!
That's my day, what's yours?
