from the time i reached home till now..i have nv rested my mind and body..until 5 mins ago i was sitting down listening to what my father is saying along with the whole family..what he said wasn't exactly what i am prepared for
he said he was in high stress because of his work because he cant cope with his principles demands as well as his direct boss..they are asking him to sell products that is not really on demand or sellable for a long time..so the last straw was today , his boss asked all the principles to call him one by one to pressure him..so after all the crap..he said tml is the day he will decide to leave or not to leave
so if he happens to leave means everything will returns to what we are 5 years ago..just enough to get by..and no more holiday when i graduate..i am really not ready for that..not that i am used to having alot money to spend these 5 years or i can have money whenever i am short of..its just that i have been not quite right recently thinking mostly negatively and here comes another one...tml is the day or soon to come
